standing too tall ;

Sunday, April 09, 2006

went tuition in the late morning, i just love my boy more and more! i must help him achieve good results!

went back my sec sch today for the fund raising concert put up by the alumni. saw my ex schmates performance, and i just feel like smiling. i miss lyn, elmo. i miss walking home or to eat with them after choir practice. yet, it seems like we now have nothing much to say le, and i feel so upset with myself. i din expect myself to be as comfortable as the past, but i thot i wld manage to say something. yet all i can do is just smile, smile and smile. hey, i really feel happy to see u all again u know!

den saw e1 girls also. again feel not in the right place. i haven meet up with them for like many many months le! i feel bad, why i always cannot meet up with them. it was a level last year, den holiday, den work.. always cannot make it. thanks for always asking me out ya.

walk back home, i really feel disappointed. its just like going for a concert, yet it wasn't my main aim. i wanted to keep in touch with the rest. hai...

anyway, while in the new amphitheatre, i thot of the past. i spent a good 4 years there. i contribute to the new amphitheatre k. i still rmb henderson storm. i still rmb the performance and something else..
i rmb every recess time, i wld go to the lab toilet at level 2 then meet him along the corridor. den we wld go for recess tgt. tt was the time i could easily save all my pocket money for the wk coz he pay for everything! haha. and also how our r/s was spread until every teacher know, so pai seh. yet now tt i think back, i think the teachers din really see our r/s as like others sec sch r/s, perhaps coz he was mature, and i was guai. it just feel different la.
i rmb maths lesson in the ( eh, wats tt air con lecture theatre at 2nd floor call? help pls anyone), i rmb mrs goh. i rmb fang lay.
i rmb pe lesson, i wld follow behind mich den can do quite well for 2.4km. i rmb xi ru, we played badminton tgt. we are the xiao jie pattern. i rmb wearing pe attire inside our sch u ( no one in pj does tt, our sch is a sauna grd) , den we the girls wld change in class with guys ard too. den we wld line up in twos den go down for pe.
i rmb fall asleep in almost every lesson. i rmb asking shi ya to pinch me when i feel sleepy. i rmb drinking can coffee with her whenever we feel tired.
i rmb coming back for remedials on sat. i miss tt!
i rmb him sleeping over at my hse sometimes den we wld go sch tgt in the morning. having breakfast at hawker tgt first. (oh, the auntie comment on how i changed, last time very quiet, now different liao). i rmb running for the sch gate. but nv get book.
i rmb sitting behind shi ru every morning assembly. singing national anthem and saying pledge. watching the flags go up n up. rmb mrs yeo long long talk.
i rmb asking for a 30cts milo from auntie and she just gave me one cup free. (now i still see her at times)
i rmb alot alot and alot abt sec sch. can i just spend one more day in the sch like the past? is memory all i am left with?

anyway, went to do my hair just now. now i totally look like xiao mei liao.

munched @ 1:12 AM