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Friday, August 04, 2006

let me rant!
i don't know whether i should laugh at myself or be angry with myself..
got a bad news ( sorry, can't share) which makes me feel so disappointed and angry. i should have be more serious abt it! it has a consequence which will only makes me more tired! argh.. yet can't blame also, what happened has already happened! perhaps will make some fabulous friends or wat. duNno.. so thats it..
and then, the cors is making me so confused :( when to bid la.. idiot.. but since its only in nus, tt makes me special wat, can be in the system. once in a lifetime. can earn experience for next time when buying coe. lol..
also, i missed out science orientation camp. from the start, i already din go scamp, coz i hate games and cheering. and already had in mind to join orientation, must! stupid. who knows must register, and its a camp AGAIN. i feel like i miss out alot leh. but again miss out den miss out liao wat..
notebook! i din buy, haven buy, dunno need to buy or not, wat brand? dunno... but luckily this can wait. hmm..
y must everything be in the website (click~), den must search by myself. i think mindy must feel so irritated by me. lol.. but i know. its the transition stage ma.. from sec sch, jc to uni. big jump. now like adult le, must settle everything by myself.. adapt is the word! be responsible for my own studies, lol..

guess what, i feel like i just wrote a general paper essay.. give arguments from both side. complain le den consolate myself.. how can my mind be so divided!
oh conclusion, just accept it, its LIFE!

u make me don't know whether m stronger or just numb. i just know u knock senses into me. thank you my best friend~

munched @ 4:10 PM