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Monday, December 10, 2007

its my 2nd post of the day.. i must blog about my interesting evening!!

went for my first day of job this evening with jLO (hoho)... maybe i am too used to working temp jobs, i don't feel nervous at all.. or maybe i don't regard it as something serious :P i got bad working and studying attitude, i admit. quite happy that i can find a job for this extremely short holiday, all thanks to jLO. i have already lost count as to this is my number what job lar.

anyway, the manager introduced us to the job scope and such because our supervisor is not around yet. so we chit chat sing song for 2 hours! it was indeed something special for first day of work. he looked at our particulars and he got questions to ask for each and every section that we filled in lar, including my parents' occupation. even when i put my father as self employed, and didn't want talk more about it, he asked whether its blue or white collar and such. best way out is to pretend not to know what is blue and white collar. but i guess he mean no harm lar, just trying to drag time. we even did DISC personality test, how cool!

my personality changed already leh. i used to be a ISC in junior college, thats really not a characteristic personality i know. Now, i am a DC! yea, i can feel the change too.. the way i talk, and do things. i think its because of the pressure i gave myself to strive for the better and partly because of somethings i went through that forced me to be more independent. so i become a very dominant person, very overpowering, demanding person. aiya.. not really lar.. i think this can only apply in certain circumstances like in studies, i have my own learning style regardless whether its efficient or not. and also in making decisions for say, gatherings, i will have my own view of how things should work out.. bluntness appeared in my profile, and yea i totally agree.. sometimes i really mean no harm, but because i am less expressive and wishes the other party to understand what i mean, i tend to say things with less fanciful and tactful words.

oh anyway, the manager said its not good for girls to have D personality, guys will be afraid. he even ask me whether i have boyfriend, i said no, he said 'Nah..' no, i wasn't upset or offended, but feel its so true even though the truth hurts. No wonder i really don't have boyfriend.. but must i really change? why should i? why must girls only be gentle?

then our supervisor finally reached and we had trial with him. oh, my job is a telemarketter, so he went out of the room den we called him individually and went through the script. i din follow exactly because i just don't like to follow suit. haaa.. see.. my D is showing.
i called cl too, and she didn't pay attention to what i said lar. straight away say not interested.

today's briefing was quite relax and we are paid doing all these!

went home by train. u know those new seats installed at the stations right, i tried to sit on one today. its really ridiculous, i can't even sit properly on it, i will keep sliding down because its so slanted and smooth, and then i must keep tip toeing to stay in position. wa.. didn't they try out the thing before installing?!! i really can't imagine how brainless those who invented this thing are... and as i observed, nobody sits on it wan lor. people rather stand. waste us, commuters, money only..

munched @ 11:04 PM